Monday, January 5, 2009

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So, blogging takes a lot of work, and I decided that it is more work than I want to do. There is way to much in my life to blog. To be honest I dont feel like it is accomplishing anything. Life is hard, and I guess I am pretty good at keeping it all inside of me, and I think I like it better that way. Maybe i'll blog every once in a while, but I think I'm done for now.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Jan 1, 2009

Happy New Year... I guess.


Today was a weird day. I caught my brother stealing money and almond roca out of my bedroom because I didn't lock my door, but today he was nicer than usual. My parents on the other hand were being bitches. I hate how hypocritical they can be and how they say things that dont make sense and if you say anything in reply, they get pissed. They were pulling the whole "because I said so" thing on me because they couldnt think of anything in response to my reasonable responses. I think they always have to feel like they are right. Maybe it is some control thing or maybe it is because they can control me, they like to abuse it so that they show their authority over me. They like to take their anger out on me. I'm not sure why they seemed angry today, but they were. When I get my own place, I'll make up my own stupid rules.


It's almost my birthday! I'm going to be an adult! But my parents are like, "You cant do any of the fun things you can do when you're 18 while you live at my house!"

Melly is going to make me a cake!

Monday, December 22, 2008

Dec 22, 2008

Today was really fun. My brother was actually nice to me... amazing but true.

We worked together and started to build a giant snow fort and we went sledding.

This is one of those Christmas's where we right down what we want, we go shopping as a family, and trying to somehow hide what we are getting each other. I'm really bad at shopping (more like picky), but this christmas, my parents basically bought gifts for eachother and told me to wrap them and say they were from me. Which I am fine with... Christmas is like 2 days away and I still have only wrapped one of my many presents. I really need to get going.

Well, I guess that's all.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Dec 18, 2008

HE FREAKIN BIT ME!!!!!

That piece of shit.

He constantly claims that all my crap is his. Everything. Stuff I have receipts for. Clothes that are my size. It pisses me off! So i'm going to have to steal all of my shit back. It fuckin pisses me off. You would think that a snowy day off would be a happy one, but it isnt!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Dec 13 2008 PART 2

Ok... So, I thought I was done for the day, but no. My brother cannot leave me alone. Why the fuck can he not be mature in any way?

So, my parents said that in order to go to Jingle Bomb tonight (which I pre-ordered 6 tickets [$150] under my name), I would need to do all the dishes. Normally, it wouldnt be a problem, but my brother decided he would constantly bug me today. He has told me over 20 times today, "Jason, you're not gunna be going to Jingle bomb cuz u havent done the dishes" and i'm thinking to myself, "duh, I'm working on it. Quit trying to piss me off."

So I'm minding my own buisness, and he starts to mess with my $60 xbox 360 controler. He was like pretending to play or something, but he was doing it violently and wearing out the buttons and shit. I ask for it back, but he just ignores me. I finally just take it.

I'm making an entire vest out of beads. Cool, right? Not with my brother. I have long strands of string with beads on them, and since I took my controller back, he started tieing those in knots. It really pissed me off. I told on him, cuz I couldnt think of anything else to do to get him to stop, so my mom calls and my brother starts yelling at her. After he gets off the phone, he's like "Wow Jason, you think texting the parents is going to stop me?" UGHHH!!

Right now I can hear him putting more dishes in the sink to try to stop me from going to Jingle Bomb. He really pisses me off... and I dont even know why he is doing it!

Just a little note, through all of this, he was doing his annoying random noise thing. I guess it is part of his ADHD, but he justs continuously makes noise. Today he was clucking like a chicken really loudly, and singing different songs really off key and adding his own words. You have noooo idea. I really wish I could record him. It sounds so retarded.

Dec 13 2008

Dannnng. It is early in the morning and it is freeezing!!!!

I'm gunna make this one quick cuz I really need some sleep.

This weekend
  • Wake up @ 7 to get to Saturday School
  • Go to rave and get home at about 4 or 5 on sunday morning
  • maybe a little bit of sleep?
  • I have to get up at 9 to get to church.
  • Later that day, I have a Christmas pageant I'm in.
  • AND... any available free time I have needs to be spent on all my freaking homework.
JINGLE BOMB is TODAY!!!!!!!!
(its ironic because they were planning on having snow machines...but I still wouldnt mind. lol)


OMG! So, today I wake up around 7 and my brother is already in the shower. I hear this "chunk... chunk..." noise and I know that it is my brother switching the water thing between the top shower head and the bottom spout thing. I have no idea why, but he switches between them every 5 seconds. It annoys me because when I am in the shower, the water pressure changes. I normally deal with his little problem, but when I get into the shower at 7:10, there is absolutely no hot water. Let me pause my story. When people say no hot water, they might mean slightly colder then their toasty 80 degree shower. When I say it, I mean it is FREEZING!!!! I like cold showers, but the one I took this morning pissed me off so FUCKING much! like I could barely stand it. I had to suffer through it. It was awful.

That's all I have for now....

a little off-topic note: If people dont want AIDS, quick being like fucking horny bunnies and just stop having so much freakin sex. lol.