Monday, January 5, 2009

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So, blogging takes a lot of work, and I decided that it is more work than I want to do. There is way to much in my life to blog. To be honest I dont feel like it is accomplishing anything. Life is hard, and I guess I am pretty good at keeping it all inside of me, and I think I like it better that way. Maybe i'll blog every once in a while, but I think I'm done for now.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Jan 1, 2009

Happy New Year... I guess.


Today was a weird day. I caught my brother stealing money and almond roca out of my bedroom because I didn't lock my door, but today he was nicer than usual. My parents on the other hand were being bitches. I hate how hypocritical they can be and how they say things that dont make sense and if you say anything in reply, they get pissed. They were pulling the whole "because I said so" thing on me because they couldnt think of anything in response to my reasonable responses. I think they always have to feel like they are right. Maybe it is some control thing or maybe it is because they can control me, they like to abuse it so that they show their authority over me. They like to take their anger out on me. I'm not sure why they seemed angry today, but they were. When I get my own place, I'll make up my own stupid rules.


It's almost my birthday! I'm going to be an adult! But my parents are like, "You cant do any of the fun things you can do when you're 18 while you live at my house!"

Melly is going to make me a cake!